Assalammualaikum
Saya di dalam mood kerisauan ni. Setelah 2 minggu menjadi part-time lecturer, baru tahu yang subject yang diajar adalah subject baru dioffer di kolej tersebut. In-fact, the students are the first batch of their degreee program. Oh Allah, besar tanggungjawab saya ni.
Jadinya
No reference - yes they give sample slides from the reference book
No guide - i have seen the head of the program. She told me that i am the first lecturer that handles the subject. So.... i am the one should create the standard. It is up to YOU MARIAM
masa ni rasa batu jatuh atas bahu. But i still proceed with the preparation of the class slides and etc.
Now the feeling has changed to rasa batu besar gabak gedebuk jatuh atas kepala lalu memenyekkan badan sendiri!
Yes! that was how i feel when i meet the head of IT program. He explains what need to be done. About Class File. About MQA requirement. About every end of semester there is a session with Dean where the Dean will audit all your semester work!
Ya Allah please ease everything for me
Memang rasa nak menangis teresak esak di bucu katil bila diberitakan dengan work load itu.
But..
Hasbunallah wani'mal wakeel
Saya pasrah dan rasa akan buat sebaik mungkin untuk ini. Thank you to the head of IT program because he really ikhlas to help me. He keep on mentioning i treat you as my friend, that is why i told you all of this. If not, at the end of the semester you will KENA!
Oklah.
Semoga saya dapat buat sebaik mungkin.
Semoga ALLAH bantu saya untuk kerja kerja lecturing ini
Semoga ALLAH bantu saya menyiapkan paper yang due tak lama lagi
Saya mohon dipermudahkan segala urusan.
Amin
